Waiting again...

Well I still have to wait another week to find out what's going on with me...

On monday june 2, my family doctor left me a message saying that the results of the CT scan I had on may 28 showed an enlarged lymph node. So I had week of anxeity until my appointment with my oncologist on june 9. Monday comes and she tells me it is a cause for concern and she will present my case to the tumour board for a recommendation, the following wednesday. So I get another week plus of anxeity and waiting again...

It would be so much easier if they could just tell me I have to have surgery or chemo instead of all this waiting...
I have to admit the waiting is getting to me, I don't know how I'm going to make it to next wednesday.
To make matters worse I have two midterms in the next week. I find it hard to study usually, let alone with the worries I have on my mind recently...

It feels like weight pressing down on me...