Well I won’t be making it to school today.
The farthest I could get out of my driveway was about twenty feet. It then took me over half an hour to even get my car remotely close to being back in my driveway and not blocking traffic.
I’m not really diggin’ the snow.
Or the idiots in my complex who had people plow it on Sunday without salting it. So basically the roads are a big sheet of ice. $152 a month I spend in strata fees and they can’t buy a bag of salt?
Ok, so I’m overdue for an update here…
Last night as I was falling asleep I thought of something really cool to write about, but now I can’t remember what it was. I quite often have really good ideas come to me as I lie in bed at night and I always assumer I’ll remember them the next day, but I never do. I need a voice recorder to keep by my bed so that I can quickly record the ideas before I fall asleep.
I’ve found myself in a reflective mood lately. The type of mood that usually leaves me to pull inward and break off contact with most of those people around me. I’m generally frustrated with my life, I don’t feel any better off than I was two years ago at this time. Indeed I definitely had more fun two years ago.
Although I could be lying to myself, as I tend to be overly nostalgic, and paint my past in a rosy picture.
I think one of my personal problems is that I have a high sense of self-worth, but low self-confidence. I’m disinclined to do anything that could possibly cause me pain (emotional or physical). I also tend to not be very open with people. I tend to reveal outrageous things that uncover nothing (or very little) about me personally rather than to share anything that would truly give a person insight into my personality.
I play my cards close to the vest, probably closer than is healthy. I don’t think anyone out there really “knows” me…
This post is one of the most personal things I’ve shared in a long time, and even as I sit here, I’m strongly considering deleting it…
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I’m not slacking right now, which is a change of pace.
Last week was brutal, I had 5 midterms in 5 days, and I’m fairly certain that I failed the 5th one.
And as if to re-affirm my mistake of going to BCIT, today I discovered that it’s basically impossible to get credit for the courses in my program at any other school.
The “block” credit transfer program BCIT claims to have is only in affect for two schools for my program, in Kamloops and Victoria. About half of the individual courses could be transferred to the UCFV, which is still far away from me…
In simpler words, I be fucked…
To top off this wonderful day, my watch died this morning.
Tomorrow probably isn’t going to be any better. I freakin’ hate kids, so a holiday that invites them to solicit candy from my front door is not exactly my favorite. The only worse experience I could imagine is if the kids were dressed as protestors. Since those of you that know me well know that I hate protestors more than anything else in the world.
I am extremely unhappy with my life at the moment…
“I want to give a shout-out to the submarines…”
– ODB
He also shouts out to Eskimos, OutKast, the Army, Navy, and Marines, as well as a shout-out to himself…
Yes I’m aware the picture in the post below doesn’t appear properly, but as usual I don’t give a damn.
Mid-terms are next week for me. Yay…
